Sunday, November 22, 2009

A TUNE...


Coming from my “still-wet-past”
Seeping deep into the warmly dark,
Sleeping corners of my heart,
Dancing gaily to my silence’s rhythm,
It is a tune that is felt…!
Drenching eyes with tears of joy,
Leaving behind marks too hard,
To be washed away by the time,
Cherishing memories ambiguous,
It is a tune that is felt…!
A tune that wakes a kid up,
Out of the dry years I am entangled with.
It passes through me, I float through it,
It is a tune that is felt….!
as the white fluffy clouds do,
in the invisible winds,
across the directionless sky.
I fly with it….Don’t know how and why.
It Is a tune that is felt…!
Meanings matter the least,
too dormant to be possessed by words.
Comfort in this tune,
Came with the privilege of your friendship.
It is a tune that is felt..!
Undefined words and formless love,
Help me express what you mean..
There you stand high,
Above the undefined,
Above the formless,
it is a tune that is felt..!
this is what your friendship means to me..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

it talks as it flows..



“One need not be a student of science to state that energy is conserved” I say. Now, do you have anything to say in this context? Come up with a counter argument or bring in a huge variety of responses to my question. But, here I “write” and I am more bothered about your response/reaction, whether my energy conversed with that of yours or not. If you have anything to say in this context too, i am sure, both of our energies at this particular instant of time (or for a few more minutes if my writing is good enough!!) are in a very good interactive session!
Come, let’s “speak”. I wonder at times, what role do these symbols and gestures play in conveying something to someone? There is something “else” that enables these letters to reach the reader in the right sense. Something along with those word meanings, beyond the flat that we get to see. Now, what are you doing? Are you pondering over what this article can further be about? Or did you get a clue of energies of you and me conversing? Whatever it is, these letters of mine placed here, following some predetermined rules of writing, hold a lot of energy with them and they bear with it as long as they are here. For me, the energy that I used to write these words would hover over every letter that you “see”.
I wanted to put this better, hence I thought of studying this concept of energies conversing further and hence add something more appealing to this one, the first day. Now, isn't it amazing if my physics professor, taking up his new topic, states that “energy follows thought” the very second day in the class room. I don’t know what made him say that without knowing that I am working on it. Now, here my energy follows my thoughts and lies down here on this screen in the form of letters. Not only a game of symbols here, I never knew that my energy would converse with that of my physics teacher so soon and give me a fascinating insight into this topic through him. I am sure you too have certain examples of your energies conversing with someone like that of mine over here in your mind.
Many of my friends observe this happening, energies conversing. They neither asked me to write something on this, nor did they discuss the topic much. But the impact of this phenomenon on the thinking of people around me is so much so that, their thought energies influenced me to write this. Hence, I say, “one need not be a student of science to state that energies converse”. What say???

Monday, November 9, 2009

Kabita


"Ma is in the construction of the third floor" says kabita rather proudly, pointing towards the hostel in construction beside the hostel number 9."I just washed the utensils and it’s time for Ma to come and start making rotis". She quickly wears her plaits and rushes into her dingy dwelling made out of plastic sheeting. she comes out after a creak of an old iron trunk from inside, with her book and pencil given to her by "nirvana" in hands. She nods "chalo" .I pick up, children to nirvana form this area, the area where the construction labourers temporarily stay until the permanent buildings of the "citizens of tomorrow" are made.
Dark brown hair and a calm face wearing no expression, with a typical Indian features, as if an Indian poet of beauty has carefully defined them. A thin air of cement dust making its way through the curls of hair, twinkling eyes that are eager to hear something new, something never heard before, like "A B C D...",this is kabita. Wearing a faded brown kurta pressed fit to her body, probably through the course of time. With orange flowers printed on it, those are always in bloom. She hops throughout our way, barefoot, like a rabbit, plucking some tall grass that touches her hands, humming tunes never heard by me....
"We waited a lot for you yesterday, why didn’t you come?" she questions. I start explaining "you should be knowing that yesterday was rakshabandhan ,a holiday, a festival for....",my explanation, not allowed to be completed is followed by a counter argument from her side "so what? We can’t afford to miss a class you know! yesterday we were waiting for you..for a long time". I have no answer to this. "We have nothing much to do on festivals you know, you should come to take us daily to the school" she says after sometime, breaking the silence.
We reach the college-canteen junction where a fountain is recently inaugurated. The fountain just starts, the colour of the lights focused on the water change, kabita stops there and stares at it,"kitna mast hai.!!(How nice!!!)...where does this water come from??From the ground? it doesnt give an electric shock if i touch the water ryt?"She asks curiously. she goes nearer to the fountain, without waiting for my reply and coming back in a short while. On the way to the seminar hall, where, nirvana is held, she says, in a low voice," The fountain is nice, but the surroundings at the place aren’t suitable to have a fountain over there, with no shrubbery or flower pots around, it looks incomplete" ."Dont worry, things would come to a balance and completion one day" I say within myself. We reach our destination where kabita is taught addition that day.
The next day. My physics lecture extends upto 5:50pm, intrcacies of the concept of twin paradox, do not get into my brain, I can see kabita calling me, I can hear her waiting for me to pick them to "Nirvana".
Again on the same roads I walk towards kabita's house, thinking of her,as eager as the grass that is waiting to be touched by her on the way.Half the way I find her running towards me,shouting aloud..."saar...look at this.!!" showing her new note book and a blue ball pen."now,I will write in this book,..a new book..papa brought it for me.." full of curiosity she says.."teach something totally new to me, today. things that come after A,B,C,D...I want to write all those things in this new book".Her eyes wide open,twinkling, trying to listen to all that my eyes have to say...

Nirvana is, a voluntary organisation, run by the students of S.V.N.I.T, with an aim to impart basic education to the underprivileged children.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

My butterfly...


Does a butterfly know that it means a lot to a scientist? Is there anything more to its wings apart from those alluring colors? Well, it’s time we give the butterfly a higher stature!!
"The wing movements of a butterfly might have significant repercussions on wind strength and movements throughout the weather systems of the world, and theoretically, could cause tornadoes halfway around the world."
Thanks to Edward Lorenz, a mathematician and a meteorologist, for his work in establishing “the butter fly effect” on the background of “chaos theory”. What has this effect got to do with us? The very word “effect” as the dictionary says, means, “ a change, reaction or a result that is caused by something". A very tiny variation (as is the motion of the wings of a butterfly), can bring about a significant change in the giant and complex systems. Being more scientific, small variation of the initial conditions of a dynamical system may produce large variations in the long term behaviour of the system. Talking in our terms, a very small change that one comes across may render ones behaviour unpredictable. Small, yet significant happenings bring about a change, this change is easily brought about as the energies converse as we say.This in turn sounds as if it is crying aloud "everything is related to the other", now let this not drag us into ecology, influenced by our very own theory!
A firm faith in the significant effects that a small change can bring about, is a thinker's thought, a socialiser’s hope, a realtor’s tact, a director’s point and a leader’s goal. Science works miracles everywhere.
May the fragrance of science and humanities being cultivated in the wet soils hang in the air, as the small things continue to make wonders.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Dream girl


Thou art dancing through my day dreams,
Myriad colours you are, mesmerizing, at every glimpse,
Hold on your gracious charm, with pride you swirl
Ah!! Lost I am, in the wavy layers of your umbrella whirl,
You glorify the beauty of hallowed creation,
Eternal you are, free from any humane notion,
Your face, is all my imagination,
Hidden away from the chaos of earthly hallucination,
Breeze through the curls of your golden hair,
Maketh me sleep in dreams…it is no way fair!
Queen of the blue in my heart…you make me pink
Oh! Lovely white, dew, moist, I am thirsty as I drink,
Heavenly is thine arrival with an angelic
Render me speechless with your entire glow
Sorely slow, blow-by-blow!!